Hey guys,

Soooooo after being through hell and back, I have returned to where I belong. Sunny Colchester (well sunny for now). After being screwed over by my aunt, and the opportunity she offered me turning into a complete nightmare, I have returned quite broken. After a few reckless days, I'm back in action, focusing on my health and just trying to get a grasp on what is really important to me. It's weird being so broken that you really get to look at yourself and you have to start putting the pieces back together. (hey this is beginning to sound better than Terminator Salvation).

Am feeling particularly good today, writing letters to old friends, organising things and really looking forward to going back to my old workplace tomorrow, hopefully getting a promotion too *fingers crossed*. Eden Lounge lasted what... 14 days, before my aunt thought, I'm going to sell it. Well good for her, we all know money can't buy everything, so I'm glad to have cut that family tie off. I have learnt a lot about myself. Quite surprised to know my bullshit tolerance is quite high, but it makes me the better person. I know what I'm made of, just like Shakespeare says "We are such things as dreams are made on"... sure

So i'm going to get back to writing, reading, being all creative... everything is going to be ok. Oh and if you're feeling a bit down, I suggest you go and see "Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen".... HOT HOT HOTTT!!! and just to top it off... my friend got me the coolest book as a house warming/welcome home prezzie .... "Pride and Prejudice and ZOMBIES" !!!! *sends DA love to Lauren*

~Lupus ... it's good to be home